Thank you for your thoughts but I am done.

I have been so disappointed with everything I have done lately that it is finally my time to get away. On Thursday I will be on my way to Montreal for the Osheaga festival happening July 31^st – August 1^st. I still have yet to find a place to rest my head but I’m really not too worried about it. If it comes down to it, I’ll sleep in parks for 4 nights. I don’t even care; I just need to get away from here. But hopefully either my dad or Dylan’s gets back to me with a place to stay.

I’ve also realized many things about myself this summer:

I am patient.

I am creative.

I am willing.

I am strong.

I can let go.

I am secure with being insecure.

I am a good friend.

I will not let small things ruin the bigger picture.

I am not happy with my job but I am happy I met the people I work with.

Money will not ruin my life.

I am a horrible at saving anything.

I truly love my family; even when I’m a bad daughter / sister / granddaughter.

I appreciate many people for what they have done and done to me.

I will someday attain my goals.

I will not let me ruin myself.

Listening to: Coney Island by Good Old War.

Fact of the day: This is my binge.