Even the smallest are brave.

Before you fall asleep at night, whisper something nice for yourself. Only you know what you truly want to hear.

Fact of the day: I hope this lasts.

Upon completion I will be ruined.

Its 11:00 pm Monday night.

- Exam due tomorrow.

- Final project / in class exam Wednesday.

- Final project due Thursday.

- Presentation Friday.

- Exam due Monday.

Started any of them?

- Negative

Phuck.

Fact of the day: My sanity has escaped me.

Let it roll off your mind.

I like: +
+ Giraffes
+ Hot air balloons
+ Flowers
+ Clouds
+ Procrastination
+ Recycling
+ Smiles
+ Trees
+ Fashion
+ Dressing up for no occasion
+ Music you probably dislike
+ Rain boots/ snow boots
+ People watching
+ Listening
+ Tattoos
+ Cuddles
+ Being able to have a decent conversation with a human being
+ Being friendly
+ Painting/ art of any form
+ Fruit
+ Sleeping
+ Cameras
+ Reading
+ Being young
+ Juice
+ Friends
+ Dancing alone
+ Sisters
+ Friend hangs
+ Veganism
+ Chocolate soy milk
+ Fall
+ Picnics
+ Homemade popcorn
+ Tea
+ Lists

I dislike: -
- My addiction to capitalism
- Waking up too early
- Carbonated drinks
- Making assumptions
- Smoking
- Music you probably like
- One sided opinions
- Talking about myself
- Ignorant people
- Receiving gifts
- Stupid tattoos
- My stuttering / inability to clearly relay my thoughts
- Being lonely
- Taking forever to fall asleep
- Ugg boots
- Making fun of people
- Wisdom teeth
- The dentist
- Doctors/ hospitals
- Having my picture taken
- Wasting time
- Litter
- Memory loss
- Cell phones
- Most of technology use
- Being sick
- Needing a job
- Wanting to sleep when I don't have the time, not being able to sleep when I have the time

Fact of the day: I can’t wait for Christmas break.

Just so we're clear, you're saying we're all lost?

You're sorry you ever met me.

We're alone and we're happy, but there you are angry with me. Are You alright?

Fact of the day: we're strangers, we're not friends.

You're the worst.

I think you are the biggest douche ever. This time I mean it. I Hate You; and this sucks.

There are two completely unrelated people this could be directed to. I bet you can't guess who it is.

Fact of the day: I really cant believe it happened; again.

I want a pancake picnic.

I am really frustrated that I forgot to pick up canvases. My lady will remain headless for another week.

Fact of the day: We should do this more often.

New Best Friend.

This is what my life has come to.

I cannot stand carbonated energy drinks, they make me sick. Yet I still try to drink them to help keep me awake. They usually just end up making me feel like shit. And coffee has recently become my enemy again. It doesn't taste the same when you feel like you have to drink it; for the caffeine. This is the worst possible mixture for a university failure. OK well maybe hard drugs and alcohol beats it, but not by very much.

However, I have found my saviour. Far left above, pictured there in the corner, is my new best friend. Its name is Zhinergy. Carbonation free, caffeine jacked, JUICE. Now those of us who hope to keep somewhat of a healthy balance in our otherwise messed up routine/ habits can rejoice. Or for those of us who just don't like carbonated drinks, and have ruined coffee for ourselves. Stoked.

Fact of the day: rearrangement is needed.

Monster Party.

This is my life for the next three days.

Fact of the day: I'm failing.

Forgive the Mac.

Kind of bummed. My art project is going to have to be put on hold until I can get my hands on some more canvases. I did have enough to finish, until I didn't like the face I had come up with, and ruined the whole canvas that the face was to be on. Unfortunate but I'll be patient. Hopefully I'll pick some canvases up on Friday. Until then, perhaps I'll work on the unfinished backgrounds of the two I've got on the go. I'll leave you with the latest:

Her left thigh is a bit big but that because I messed up before I knew what I wanted to paint, and her shoulders look a little wide. Oh well. Its fun stuff! Great for procrastinators much like myself.

Fact of the day: I wish I knew myself better.

The best kind of bedtime snack.

Also, I’ve overflowed my mini-fridge with too many cartons of soy milk, juice, and food. Surprisingly. So I’ve got some snacks for when the cafe just isn’t what I need. Kitchen here I come!

Fact of the day: I still eat too much.

Sister Loves Me.

My art utensils were provided by the best of the best. Sister. Birthdays are where money is spent to show love; unfortunate, but I'll accept it.

I dislike birthdays very much for the fact of receiving gifts for doing absolutely nothing; or even less than nothing. I could be the absolute worst child ever born, be a heroin addict, have a child at the age of 14, become a drain on the welfare system, yet still receive a birthday gift annually for being less than worth it.

Anyways...

Thank you Sister, it is still very much appreciated! <3

Fact of the day: I miss being creative.

Part one of three incomplete

I just pulled an enormous hair out from my eye; almost as long as my pinky finger. What relevance does this have to your life and why did you need to know this information you ask? Well, none and you don't. Its just a simple time filler. However, as I was staring at my eye in the mirror for an extended period of time, I realized: I have no idea what colour my eyes are exactly. Either I'm going colour blind, or I've been deceived for years. I have been led to believe my eyes were blue my entire life, but while removing this annoyance lodged into my eye socket, I realized my eyes are more grayish than blue. The outer ring of my eye is blue, which I guess gives the appearance the rest looks blue as well, but the middle looks more of a pale-ish gray. Hmm...

I'm crazy.

And the lighting in here is terrible, I must run to the bathroom for further investigation.

...

The bathroom revealed my eyes to be a pale blue-green...

Also, I find eyes to be very pretty and interesting little things.

In conclusion to the eye business, I am going to conclude that the lighting is playing with me and my eyes are BLUE. As I've believed all along.

In other news, part one of three in my self assigned project is incomplete and awful looking, however, the only way to improve is to practice right? I shall start part two tonight hopefully and finish one as well.

As you may have guessed, I am constructing a person. Not too hard, but I'm not that good, so cut me some slack!

Fact of the day: I miss peanut butter chocolate bars.